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SUMMER 06 WOOOOOOOOO

2006-06-09T10:04:13Z

Date: 06.09.06
Climate: summer
Reading: nothing
Watching: a history of violence
Listening to: nightmare of you, new dashboard, blur
Drinking: water
iTunes: 6257

First update in forever, so i'm gonna ease into it. Lots of stuff has been happening recently. here's a summary. I'll elaborate later:

Last week:
-finals at school

friday:
-graduated from middle college
-went to RJs sweet lil party jammy. i still owe him a gift

saturday:
-finally finished my community service on time
-went to michael's lil party jammy. it was excellent
-hung out with mr. burton
-went with RJ to get his tatt. misfits. it looks sweet
-went to the sky harbor practice. they should play shows in their practice spot
-went to lazer tag. I got 14th place I think. more lazer tag in the months to come

sunday:
-pre production with aaron. it went well
-BBQ at bowers. it was excellent. hella good hot dogs

This week: if i recall correctly...
monday:
-went to sc to turn in my community service.
-went with josh/eric/bj/bucket/briannaanana/greg to do shiot.
-came home and practiced.
-hung out with nick/moises/erin at nicks house/santana/the park
-called rusty about 6.6.6/him flying in. i have the land o lakes butter ready for you brother.

tuesday:
-hung out with mikeydeth and buddy
-practiced again of course
-went to the beach with john, david, moises, nick and erin. we climbed the epic rock at davenport
-came back and watched A History of Violence and was destroyed by how ridiculous it was

wednesday:
-woke up late
-went to get my tux for prom
-santana with john, david, nick, moises, erin, desire, lindsey. some of them smoked hooka/huka/whatever
-went to the park to see if they were playing us, but realized it really was thursday
-played that sweet card game, got kicked out of nicks house for making fun of lord sutherbee
-watched the clandestine dvd at moises' house. its like jackass but not as funny and more disgusting

thursday:
-woke up hella late at nicks
-scootered home for practice
-went to santana again with everyone (minus moises/erin, plus patrick) and listened to our song on live105. it was an amazing and weird feeling

so here I am updating this junk. I plan on updating a lot agian, like previous summers. tomorrow i'll post my tentative to do list of summer 06. until then, laters fools

sweet

2006-05-14T18:49:01Z

We were in Metro magazine under the Music and Nightlife section.

"Live @ the Warner
Warner Hutton House Teen Center; 13777 Fruitvale Ave, Saratoga; 408.868.1272; Fri - 8pm; $8

I hate using MySpace—it's slow, clunky and ugly to look at—but it's become a necessary evil to keep up with what's popping in local music. It did help me connect with Picture Atlantic, a local band of high school students making quietly original pop music. They play a teens-only show with Aquabox, Twice Outspoken, Point of View and Breakpoint. (TI) "

http://www.metroactive.com/calendar/siliconvalley.html

its not crazy big, but its something :)

no updates ever

2006-05-02T07:22:28Z

Date: 05.01.06
Climate: hot like summer
Reading: nothing at all
Watching: cromartie high school
Listening to: new TBS, radiohead
Drinking: free jamba juice
iTunes: 6150

-the 28th was decent. we played well so that is all that matters. the 5th should be good.
-hopefully we can still go to japan. august sounds like the perfect time.
-it really does feel like summer already.
-I want a job, but I don't want to work this summer. what to do...
-all i can do for now is get through each day and look forward to the weekend. in theory it will be wonderful. I guess you never know though

I think I'm just crazy. or overly jealous. maybe i'm too paranoid. i guess i do like the attention but will i ever admit it? not likely. its a bit frightening to know you can have such an affect on someone. its more frightening to know you can have an affect on a number of people. if they only knew there is nothing more to me but too much idle thought, trying to live out every moment like a film and switching between a reserved, observational state to a more outgoing, comic relief type character, would any of them feel even remotely the same? maybe i'm just trying to make myself seem more complex or "deep" than i really am. but its all opinion really.

what a bunch of nonsense. i'm beginning to sound like someone else. actually i'm not really, but thats what you would think.
goodnight

ryryfromdfm @ 2006-05-01T00:11:00

2006-05-01T07:16:14Z

i'm just waiting for this weekend. it's going to be so good. I miss you too much

i never write in this so I will. tomorrow

i love you

ryryfromdfm @ 2006-04-30T21:36:00

2006-05-01T04:38:32Z

THIS IS MY FAVORITE BAND EVER. THEY ARE SCARY!

ryryfromdfm @ 2006-04-08T01:28:00

2006-04-08T08:29:47Z

i came home like you wanted but you're sleeping. oh well :/

time for some rest for once. hopefully i have some good dreams

Always know that you shine brighter than anyone does

2006-04-07T09:09:26Z

I'm going crazy. It's due to staying up till 4am every day of my spring break (last week) and not even attempting to get back on schedule, plus daylight savings which robbed me of another hour. I have been half away most of this week and I haven't gone to my p.e. classes at all because I would just die.

All I have really done is finally gotten around to listening to Paramore and in turn fallen in love with the singer. Maybe its just the lack of sleep, but I have literally only listened to this band the entire week. Is something wrong with me? Perhaps after a nice weekend to recover I will forget all about Hayley Williams. Oh well.

I still have no idea what I am doing for my birthday. I have a week to throw something together. Nothing so far has or can top freshman year and my 15th birthday. That LA trip was amazing.

You didn't call me :/
Oh well. I should get some sleep

oh and just for the record:

#1 Hayley Williams
#2 Jenny Lewis

rock n roll alarm clock

2006-04-04T23:34:00Z

11 days till my birthday and i still haven't decided what to do for it yet. any suggestions?

such a good weekend

2006-03-30T08:43:06Z

I had such a good weekend. It was seriously everything I needed. To make a long story short she totally tricked me into thinking she wasn't coming and i was so sad and disappointed, especially because I thought maybe 4 times that she was tricking me but then was let down. finally at pretty much midnight, while i was at the end of the line (with fabio and patrick at a gaming cafe amidst tons of 36 year olds who live in their parents' basements) she totally surprised me. it was great. that probably didnt make sense and i dont want to type it all out but it was great. after that we came home and cuddled all night and fell asleep together. we got up pretty early on saturday and watched vanilla sky/did randomness and then we had our show which went pretty well. it was a fun time. we came home and sort of watched The Girl Next Door but it wasnt worth it at all and we spent the time a lot better than we would have if we watched the whole thing. though i wish she was still here, and had been here all week i am not sad at all, just super happy and excited to see her this weekend too. we didnt really do anything but just being with her is amazing for me :)

in other news, nick john and i promoted at taste of chaos. we got 20 free rockstars. so good. would have been more but we didnt have any bags.

i saw V for Vendetta tonight. it was so good. i recommend it to everyone. i loved it. natalie portman you are #1 on my list

i dont update enough. i will try to do it every day from now on.

time for sleep. i'm listening to that new cd i made you. you know, the sleepy one

goodnight. :)

woowoo

2006-03-21T08:53:14Z

i ran away from you

2006-03-16T07:38:55Z

everyone needs to listen to Coldplay's b-sides and unreleased tracks. they are honestly amazing and can give you such a wider range of emotions than the singles. I'm not saying I don't love all the "hits" though. I love it all, but you should listen to it all too

I really miss a certain someone a lot. All I really want is to hold her, and kiss her, and take care of her. And a lot more really.

I hope you're sleeping well.

this is great

2006-03-16T04:46:38Z

has anyone seen the video for "a little less sixteen candles..." ?

fall out boy are seriously saving music videos for this genre. they are making them amazing and fun again.

thank you, fall out boy

p.s. the cameos are great! see if you can find them all

ryryfromdfm @ 2006-03-12T05:37:00

2006-03-12T13:42:15Z

emo

ryryfromdfm @ 2006-03-01T21:21:00

2006-03-02T05:42:15Z

I'm sorry for not talking to you today. For a minute I thought I would have just been able to call you back, and I was so caught up at the time that I didn't realize. I really miss you. I wish we weren't in the situation we're in. I don't really want to live like this but I have to, and I want to since its the only way. I just wish I could see you all the time, you know?

I love you

ryryfromdfm @ 2006-02-27T23:41:00

2006-02-28T08:02:19Z

All I can say is I am excited to see you this weekend.

ryryfromdfm @ 2006-02-22T23:46:00

2006-02-23T07:54:15Z

I'm listening to "Lua"

I listen to it on repeat every night now while I try to fall asleep. It helps to give me the feeling that you are close to me. Sometimes I even think you really are, but I roll over a little onto nothing but an empty side of bed with a pillow that is there for you to rest your head on.

It's wednesday. Usually your favorite day, but we're not coming this weekend. Its still wednesday though, which is another day closer to next week.

oh well. goodnight

I love you and I miss you.

keep that sweet heart of yours beating

2006-02-21T05:51:01Z

I had an excellent weekend. I was still kind of sick when I first got there but just being near you made me feel so much better. I love everything about first getting there to see you, like seeing you for the first time in however long it's been. I wish I could have stayed with you on sunday night but its alright since I got to on saturday. Let me say it again, falling alseep with you and waking up next to you are probably the two best feelings in the world to me. I wish I could be with you all the time and just get to live my life with you around to keep me feeling amazing. I hope I can make you feel at least half as good as you make me feel, but if I ever make you feel truly amazing and know with all of your heart you are honestly and deeply loved then I will be the happiest I can be. I know to you it may seem like I don't feel as excited about you as I used to be, but you're wrong to think that. You're so much more than I ever expected, but I can still honestly say that since the day I met you I have been in love with you and knew I had to be with you. One of these days I'll make you see.

I love you, Angel

ryryfromdfm @ 2006-01-28T03:02:00

2006-01-28T11:13:43Z

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you

ryryfromdfm @ 2006-01-11T22:54:00

2006-01-12T06:58:50Z

If you don't have anything decent to say then don't say anything at all.

other than that, this weekend will be excellent :)

happy new year

2006-01-02T07:04:59Z

thanks angel for just being amazing
thanks for the offer, jenny lewis, but you're not amazing
thanks risa & rico for letting me stay at your house
thanks to all my friends for being my friends all these years
thanks mom for not beating me up when i was a kid (oprah: heartprints)
thanks oprah for finding the saddest stories imagineable (oprah: heartprints)

going to sf to meet with chocolate o'brian

2005-12-27T19:43:23Z

woooooooooot cdcdcdccdcdcdccccdcdccdcdcd

i love you

this modern love

2005-12-17T07:47:31Z

i'm not really motivated to post anything here. i have another blog somewhere out in cyberspace you can read if you wish. but you'll have to find it first. i'll probably just steal the somewhat relevant things from that and post on this and/or just write about how much i miss my girlfriend

here's a little excerpt from one of my recent entries:

What a weekend. to sum it up, it was very long and it seems like one big day. the get-together went over surprisingly well, better than i ever imagined. 14 people (including myself) were wined and dined, watched some holiday classics, said rude things to one another simply out of holiday cheer, and generally had a good time. all the food was wonderful. we didn't have nearly enough cider, but thats alright. i am very thankful to everyone for coming. having the house to myself all weekend was great. girlfriend was over on saturday. needless to say, if i were a cat i would rub up against her legs a lot.

i went to the mall with john and got part of a christmas present. at the apple store, my broken ipod was replaced with a new one for free. as much as i despise the "mac geniuses" and the "genius bar" for what they are/what the stand for, i am greatful to "sean" for the ipod. i switched my itunes folder to my 40 gig external which is now dedicated to music. i feel bad for having so much music because i wont get around to the latest breakthrough in rock until 2007, when they have already broken up for loss of members due to a cocaine overdose/t-virus breakout.

our new dog Fenway arrived today. he is bigger than i thought he would be, yet still a pup. we need to do some more bonding

today is not a good day

2005-12-02T01:07:22Z

i'm terribly bored and not busy at all which is somewhat rare these days. thursdays sort of suck

thanksgiving

2005-11-24T21:12:04Z

i am thankful for

-my family
-my friends
-my girlfriend
-life in general
although these are all obvious, it's the truth, and i am very thankful for them all

tell someone you love them today. tell someone you miss them. tell someone anything you've been dying to say but have never had the guts to say.

the world isn't such a bad place you know.

hold on, hold on to the ones you love

2005-11-15T09:41:29Z

being with you all night is almost the best feeling in the world
waking up to you is just a little bit better, but only because it lets me know that i wasn't just dreaming everything
i really love eisley now. listening to any song by them automatically makes me feel like we are in bed together and i can't even begin to explain how much i love that.
this weekend was amazing

time to go crawl into my bed and pretend i'm in yours instead
i love you

and yeah, i'm looking into it :)